Monday, December 15, 2008

I'm Growing Up.....

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For Those Who Already Know.....I Have Made A Life Changing Decision Recently! With This Decision Being Made It Altered My Way Of Thinking.....COMPLETELY! I've Been Filling My Mind With All My Mistakes. Quitting School, Employment, And All My Other Blessings I Took For Granted. I Feel Sorry For Myself, Because I Am Highly Capable Of ANYTHING. This Past Couple Weeks Of Reflection Have Made Me Wiser, And Smarter. This Feeling Is Also Bittersweet. I Hate The Fact That I'm Unemployed, And Better Yet Don't Have A Passion For ANYTHING. The Other Side Of It Is....My Decision Making As Of Lately Have Been FLAWLESS In My Opinion! Out Of All These Changes The Biggest One To Me Is My Ability to Smile, And Actually Be Happy. Even In My Moment Of Darkness A Small Light Shines Through Because Of The LOVE I Receive. I'm No Longer Angry, I'm No Longer Sad, I'm HAPPY, Because I Can Still Succeed With the LOVE I Receive. I Just Can't Wait To Get Started.....


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1 comment:

SETH BRUNDLE said...

Growing up will not be an overnight process, but over the next 8 months it has to happen. You've made a decision that will stick with you for the rest of your life. No matter how you look at it, it's a blessing and you will be responsible for someone else's life. It's not about you anymore. I will be here to support you in any way I can baby bro.